Friday, June 6, 2008

Tagged by Lyndsi...

OK so I'm tagging my people from the start... so Kahlia, Mandy, and Torrey! Get-r-done!

Joys (besides the obvious)
1. Walking on the Beach.
2. Snuggling with my kids
3. Birds singing

Fears
1. Bees... any kind.
2. Drive thrus... is it bad that Doug said this when I asked him what are my fears?
3. Loosing someone dear to me.

Goals
1. Loose at least 20lbs+
2. Take more pictures that I can blow up to enjoy.
3. get over me not liking me.

Obsessions/Collections
1. Pictures, I love taking them!
2. I used to collect Boyd's Bears.
3. I have a certain way of doing things before bed. I find I have to do them exactly or I cant go to sleep.

Random Surprising Facts
1. I'm really afraid of talking in public, or meeting new people.
2. I now swim at the rec. center with my noodle and kick board.... there's a site to see :P
3. My new favorite snack food has been the single serve broccoli and cheese! they are only 60 calories and very yummy!

Can I just say....

That I have been feeling crappy! I think I have some sort of Anxiety thing going on here. First off we have been shopping for new car insurance because ours just keeps going up and up for no reason whatsoever! So I did the progressive, geico....called some that family and friends said they had and finally chose one. Well I went in to get the policy... and I'm freaking out! We have been with Allstate for 15 years... I suppose I could have called them and said "hey you listen here" but I did that once before...and they didn't do much. We haven't gotten into ANY accidents in the 15 years, no tickets on record...Doug got one when we were living up north, but he took a class and got it taken off. So anyhoo... the whole time I'm figuring out who we were going to go with I'm freaking out! I found myself short with the kids, just not feeling happy at all. Stressed, and when I finally do make a choice and go in and make a payment I came out even more stressed! What is wrong with me?

I swear a lot of choice making things get me this way, and I have no idea why? Sometimes even making a choice on where to eat freaks me out...even what to make for dinner. Ohh me o my! I don't even like to be the one driving through the drive thru because it freaks me out. I just don't get it?!

I suppose I need help.... HELP~ heehee