Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Pushing Forward

That is my goal... to push forward. To do things that are outside of my box, and learn to adjust to it. I have done it so far, and have been ok about it as well. That's a good thing!

As far as the medication thing, I halved the caplets that I had left, and have been taken them for 6 days now. Now it will be a every other day until they are gone. I have been feeling really good. Not as tired as I had been, and in Doug's words "happier, like the smaller dose is better for you. Maybe you were being over medicated" Perhaps I was, but non the less, I still want off of this brand.
I have been a bit more moody, short tempered. I'm finding myself raising my voice when I feel stressed. So I need to avoid things that place me in a rush, and find a way to take a step back.
Right now I don't know if I will be able to be completely off medication, but I hope one day to be at that point. There is one other medication I would try, if it comes to that point. I just need to take it one day at a time.

So one day at a time it is... I have offered to take more "people" pictures, and will be learning more about that and more about my camera as well as the editing program. I am looking forward to getting a new lens for my camera, thanks to my Mom and Dad. It will allow me to take REALLY up close pictures as well as portrait. I hope to find a avenue to place my pictures and start selling them to.
So either it will be "baby steps" or a "giant leap" Or maybe somewhere in between... I will just have to see :]

Life is good... I just have to remember to see it that way.