February Call

What a "Welcome to February" I had this morning. At 8:46 am I got a phone call from a number in South Dakota.... The lady was kinda cutting in and out, She was asking for someone, I was asking "who is this" That's when she said "This is Mom" She then proceeded to ask if this was "Gina" I said "no, this is Misty"..she said "who is this?" I said "this is Misty, I think you have the wrong number"....she said "oh, I'm sorry" I said "its ok" and we hung up. Then that's when it HIT... "This is Mom" I lost it. I would never think that some complete stranger calling and saying those mere words would hurt so badly, but they did. They made me miss my Mom even more so. This is the month that she passed away. Its gong to be a tough 19 days, but then it should be a easier round for year two. I know its never going to be the same, and I am ALWAYS going to miss her and there will always be the moments that I wish she was with me.... but life moves forward...and that only means that I will be with her again... just bites that we cant have at least a once a year visit, even if it was a phone call!